Five long years ago on the 25th of May, I would have planned my entire day a month before, from the dress that I would get to wear, to the party list and even the intended gifts. But today, it’s a whole new different place and a whole new different me.
It’s 4 days more to go to my birthday and i have no plans what so ever and i have no idea on what to ask for a birthday gift. I ask myself, “Is this what grow up’s feel like?” And i arrive to my conclusion that yes, I think I have become a grown up and with that I have become less attached to earthly things and I’ve become more undecided about everything else.
Funny really because I have never imagined that this day would come so soon for me. I’m growing up, and my priorities are changing. It’s scaring the living day light out of me, honestly!
But in a good way, I guess because I never thought I could let go of my childish ways and my need to be always on trend and have all the nice things in life. Today, I’m just grateful to be able to turn another year older and hopefully more wiser. And an added plus would be a really cool camera, which I don’t really need but what the hell, it’s my birthday after all :)